Lost sight

So I know its been a while sense I've posted anything. It turns out I'm not good at blogging.. but I just have been thinking alot about life. And decided I needed to write and get things out. Lately I've had a rough time. Ive been more down then my happy go lucky normal Alyssa self. It takes alot to really have something get to me. Things may hurt me but I usually will try and let it go. But As of late things seem to effect me more. Could be I'm a girl with a roller coaster of emotions. But this down faze is getting real old. I realized that when someone I truly love and is closest to my heart told me I needed to learn to love myself. I feel like I've lost sight of what once was important to me. And of the confidence I once had. So to all of you and to mostly myself. I am bound to find that girl that I once loved and was proud to be. I've become real lazy about alot of things in life. And I need to start really living the life I want to live. I have places I want to go, And things I want to accomplish and i will. I just need to focus on what I want out of this life. I think at one point or another we all lose perspective. I once got told by a wise man that at different points in our lives god gives us chances to start over. And in a way he does. We may lose sight of who we are, are goals, or many other things but at some point the lord allows you to fix, or start from scratch once again to live this life the way each of us desire to live it. I'm thankful for those times the lord has helped me start from scratch. I love life! I love my family. I couldn't ask for a better family. I'm thankful for a best friend who loves me enough to tell me when I'm wrong. I'm thankful for all that this life has to offer. I'm going to try to snatch up every bit of life I can and along the way find me and the path I'm suppose to travel.